Strangers

Hey, you guys. This post was very spontaneous and unplanned, but anyways. This is kinda like a “thank you” post? Well, not exactly but still. There are a few things that need to be said and put out there, so here goes nothing.

First, I want to thank everyone who broke me in the past, because they’ve made be stronger. So shoutout to you guys. Okay, guys honestly, I have so much to say but I really don’t know how to put it into words. I might not even post this but eh.

There have been loaaaaads of people who have come into my life, but only a few have stayed. Those few people mean so much to me, and I love them to pieces. And the rest of them? They’re irrelevant. Sure we had had good times, but that’s where it ends. Those people were toxic, they made me question my own sanity. Also, most of them left in the midst of amazing friendships. I waited so long for answers, but let me tell you a thing. It’s pointless. Don’t waste your time, take my word for it. Don’t go looking for answers, don’t go wishing you could turn back time. It’s malarkey.

But despite all the darkness, if we hadn’t crossed paths, I wouldn’t have grown as a person and I wouldn’t be where I am now. Everything happens for a reason, right? I believe in that so strongly. I’m really happy with how far I’ve come, and I’m so grateful to have amazing people by my side. A piece of advice? Don’t waste your time on stuff that won’t matter as time passes. Instead, take that time that you would waste sulking, and put it into doing you. Look after yourself and your health. Love yourself, and alwaysss put yourself before anything else. Nothing else really matters, trust me.

I would once give everything for those peeps, but now I’m really thankful that they are no longer in my life. We’re better off as strangers. I wish them well.

Almira x

 

After agess.

Hello, how are you? It’s so typical of me to talk about myself, I’m sorry. 🙈 But I’m going to have to talk about myself anywayss. 😂 I know I know, I said I wouldn’t make Adele references anymore but I just haaad to because it fit in so perfectly there. Another thing, I’m superrr sorry for not posting consistently like I used to. I’ve been busy studying so I haven’t been able to post daily and in addition to that, I still have a massive writer’s block 😭

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You ❤️

After ages of thinking about words I could use to describe you, I’ve come to think of you as indescribable.

And to say you’ve crossed my mind would be impossible, because let’s just say you never left.

It’s like everything that I’ll ever need, all in one person.

You. ❤️

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They don’t know

They don’t know the real me

The one that’s all pretend

The me that might seem happy

But has thoughts running till 2 am

They don’t know

They don’t know I’ve feelings too

I’m only human after all

I make mistakes and have my flaws

They’ve made me build up walls

They don’t know

They don’t know I like being me

All my jokes and smiles and scars

Always trying to change and control

Well guess what? I don’t people-please

They just don’t know

They don’t know how much you mean to me

But all they choose to see

Is the non-existent ‘obsession’ I have for you

And what a bitch that makes me

I fail to see how my happiness has anything to do with them

All I know is that I’m not perfect

And trust me I’m trying my best

They don’t know

Allie M  17/oct/2015

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New Beginnings ✨💜

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Hey peeps! 🐥 Soooo.. it’s 2016.. It doesn’t feel like it though, does it? It’s like you just blink and then boom! It’s a new yeaaar. 🎉 I wonder how many times I’ll accidentally write 2015 instead of 2016 in my notebooks..

How was last year for you guys? I know for a fact that it was a bit tough for us directioners, but we made it through and I couldn’t be prouder of us as a family ❤️ Keep smilinggg (like the smileys on my leggings 😂). Shout out to all of you directioners out there, love you guys.

Apart from that, I think 2015 was a pretty decent year for me compared to the previous ones and I know I’m going to make 2016 even better. This year is going to be amazing for all of us.

This year is a fresh start for everything, make it good. Start over. Create a new beginning.  Smile so much more than you did last year, I know you can. This is your story to be written. ❤️

Here are some of my new year’s resolutions:

  • Stress less
  • Treasure my treasures
  • Love more
  • Organize myself
  • Study harder
  • Eat cleaner
  • Spend more time with friends and family
  • Grow my blog
  • Live the life I want
  • Overcome a fear
  • Learn another language
  • Continue being Queen 👸🏼

Those are just a few, I’ve got moreee. So yeah, have a great year ahead!

Allie xo